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im sorry

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 02:47:43 GMT

idk what to do now i love you so much im always there for you
but now im just trash a pice of shit, nothing
i just wish i knew what was wrong things can change
theres still love and im sorry i still love you

11/28/07

Wed, 28 Nov 2007 12:40:36 GMT

so i watched the movie Donnie Darko for the first time on monday.
I liked it alot.
and i kinda really know what he feels , like no one really understands him except for his one special person. that no matter how hard he trys he cant do it...
but yeah its a good movie i like it.
im glade i have me kelley she understands me. and i love her so much.
i think like in the movie i would give up my life for her.
but yeah...
right now im at work got here kinda too early i thought it was later when i left,so im just sitting here at my bay waiting for a car to pull in.
every morning when i wake up i say to myself "i can work harder, i can make more people proud of me and respect me"
it helps me get through my days that and kelley's love.
that all i need to get me through my day.i really want to do something big and special for the holidays with Kel but i still dont know what i want to show her that i really really really love her, respect her, care for her, and that she means the world to me. she's the love of my life.
i know im getting her a puppy either the chocolate or the brindol one. i know she wants the chocolate one more but the lady that im buying from might give it to her mom. i understand why she's giving it to her mom. but still i hope we can get that puppy.
i also want to take her to dinner some where really nice and maybe a play cuz i never really attended a play before. and the Bodys showing also that would be cool...............

my hopes

Sat, 17 Nov 2007 15:42:58 GMT

i really hope things get better for us.
it feels like its all going to get better for us together and we will work through this.
i can feel it <3

as of now

Wed, 14 Nov 2007 16:00:34 GMT

yeah as of now i am here.
where is here,
i dont even know where here is anymore.
it's somewhere a bit sweet and sour.
not like the Mc. donalds sause, god i love that stuff.
and the Burger king one too, soo back off!!!
but life is just life full of twist and turns and bumps and mudd and the autobahn.
i like my job at lexus even tho i work with assholes and have the worlds worest scheduale thats starting to affect me and my life >.<
yeah i hate not having a full day off anymore its always work work work school school school.
but, yeah i felt work today cuz i want feeling good and kelley has off today so i want to take her out and spend some real time with her. I love her so much she means alot to me.
life at my hpuse i really dont have one. my mom and brother is always bitching at me none stop for no reason, and for the fact that i didnt want to go for a "family" BBQ,
i haven't seen or heard from this family in over 10 to 12 years and now they want to be best friends with us only because they drive a mother fucking Lexus and they want me to take care of thier car, well fuck that shit!!
i dont consider them my family at all.fuck them.
and my dad is ok i like him he's cool he's my dad its just wierd how he married some chick that i dont even know never met and he never told me he was going to marry this ladie what kind of shit is that!!!
but whatever thats his thing.
i just really hope i can afford my own place soon a studio appartment is really sounding good right now.
i took my ASE's last night and Thursday night, I feel i did strong on them.
well I hope.
well tonight i gotta hook up Amy's car and who knows hopefully Kelley and i can get our tattoos tonight too i hope she still wants too =).
but thats it for me all that i feel like writing cuz you know i'm just a grease monkey i cant write i know i cant spell tho so yeahhhh..........

COME SEEE HIMM!!

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 15:35:54 GMT

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 04:36:33 GMT

i really love waking up and eating a lunchible in the morning with my Kelley. and i love it when they add an etra pack of peperoni cuz they just knew i was fat like that

man yesterday what a fucking day!!

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 04:29:31 GMT

so yeah my day started off good got really fucked up but then ended up ok at the end.

so yeah first thing is first i woke up and went to a meeting for my Toyota and Lexus certification classes and internship. which starts in August and i get started at $8.50 an hour. which is great. so while i was at the skool i went to pick up my GED while i was still there cuz they never called me or told me it got in. so i went and YEAH......
they didnt give me my GED..... but they did give me my HIGH SCHOOL DIPLOMA!!!!!!!
yea yea my scores where so high i got my Diploma instead of a GED. YAY!!! haha
so i went and hung with Kelley for a little before i went to work. it was fun as always =).
then i went to work at 2pm. 630pm i get a phone call that my house got ransacked!!! so i hualed ass home and saw that they smashed my back window and stole shit from my house and smashed my bass guitar. and my skate camara !!!!!!! so im really pissed!!!!!!
i think i know who did it so if he's reading this which i dont think he is i have a message for him " You play with fire, your bound to get burnt"
so yeah i was pissed and extremely pissed that is cuz i was so happy about my diploma. so yeah i went to work to pic up Kelley and we hung ther a little and talked with Blair our manager he a good guy and he gave us story time which was great hahahah but yeah that made me feel better. and my day / night got better just having my Kelley there to huge me and just be there for me. she makes me feel good and no matter how bad things get at home and where ever i know she's always there for me. and for that i love her with all my heart.
so yeah that was my day of 6/14/06
oh and

PS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARY-0!!!!!

life is good

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 03:36:50 GMT

yes yes im soooo in love with my Kelley i love her soo much and yes life has beed good for me this week. i PASSED MY GED!!!!
i had to get a 1500 to pass and i got a 2720!!!!
what now GED!!!!
so in Augest im going to be going to ATC to go to Toyota and Lexus skool woot woot.
and work has been good and e---zzzzzzz

add you must down load the song im listening too

......

Wed, 12 Apr 2006 04:24:23 GMT

I just don't know what to do with myself.
im just going to work, sit in my room and wait until your realy.....

i will always be here. forever and ever.
cuz i truely love you

shity shity shity!!!!!!

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 00:57:26 GMT

i hate be called a high skool drop out when i really got kicked out of skool against my will. and when i already did the right thing and got my GED and saving up money to go to trade skool. this stareotype pisses me off. and its not fair.

I love you my Kelley soo much <3<3<3

and i'll never leave ur side babe <3<3<3

sooo........ I GOT A TRUCK!!!

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 04:36:27 GMT

haha yeah i got me a 2002 Ford F150 crew cab today.
im sooo happy with it but now i have to pay big boy bills lol heres a few pics.
(i'll take more tomorrow morning)

what a day

Sat, 04 Mar 2006 06:21:32 GMT

SO Happy birthday to Brittany Cohen!!!

and yeah too day was ok for me took Kelley's little sister to her softball game. then after took her little brother to Arby's when one of the worker girls there always checks me out -_-... then we went and skated at the Coral Springs skatepark. it was ok but then my friend Travis gashed his chin open baddly.
after went to Sam's house and waitd for Brittany, Sam, and Kelley to come from dinner, cuz we where having a surprise party for brittany there. it was good she was really surprised and happy :) then i took Kelley home and on the way to drop off my dads truck i got the urge to pass by PIS which was on the way. so when i got there i saw a chain blocking the parking lot with a sign on it. and PIS looked so empty. and with the chain there, it was so close but yet so far. i just could stand the sight i just broke out histaracly crying. all the memories just that. its all history. locked up in a empty light brown building that i ove so much. just the sight back then was warm and conferting but now it cold and distant. i cant stand it! i had to drive away thinking to myself of the good times i had there. and now i have my Kelley. i love her so much for taking me out of my depresstion from PIS closing. cuz if it wasnt for her i would have A) Killed myself. B) gone crazy. C) be a big druggie loser.
i really do love her soo much and i am truly greatful to have her.
i thank God for it everyday.

R.I.P. PIS

From myspace

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 00:00:29 GMT

Body: The longest survey you'll ever fill out! Do the world a favor: fill it out and post it for all your friends.... Do this because the person who sent it to you didn't sit here for ages for nothing. Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff.

Name:Bryan

Siblings: 1 1/2
Brothers: 1
sisters: 1/2

Eye color: brown
Shoe size: 11
Height: 5'9''

Innie or Outie: innie

What are you wearing right now?: jeans and t-shirt

Where do you live? Florida

Righty or lefty: righty

Who is your closest friend(s): Kelley, Travis, Wolfie, Juan

Best place to go for a date: somewhere with food and a air hockey table

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Favorites

Number: 10, 7, 13

Drink: water, sunkist

Month: Dec
Juice: Orange juice

Breakfast: whats ever

Favorite cartoon character: Peter Griffen

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Have You Ever..

Smoked? yeah
Bungee Jumped? once

Made yourself throw-up? NO i like my food

Gone skinny dipping: in the shower!

Loved someone so much it made you cry?: yup

Broken a bone: yup hand

Played truth or dare: yeah

Been in a police car: haha of course

Been on a plane: yeah

Came close to dying: fuck yeah!

been in a sauna: haha yeah with Ruban

Been in a hot tub: once
Swam in the ocean: i do live in Florida

Fallen asleep in school: yeshell yeah
Broken someone's heart: hahaha you know it!

Cried when someone died: yeah RIP Chris Sparock, PIS

Cried in school: no

Fell off your chair: yes im fat

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? yeah

Saved AIM conversations: no

Saved e-mails: yeah

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What is...

What's your room like: Messy

What is beside you: TV contral and TV

Last thing you ate: Kewi

What kind of shampoo do you use? Pantene PRO-V

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Ever Had...

Chicken pox: yeah when i was a kid

Sore Throat: yeah

Stitches: nope

Broken nose: nope

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Do You...

Believe in love at first sight: YEAH! can you say Kelley Victoria Yarkin!

Like picnics: FUCK YEAH!!

Like school: NO thats why im not in it!

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Questions:

What schools have you gone to:
Broadview Elementry
Lauderdale Lakes Middle
Silver Lakes middle
J P Taravella==

Who was the last person you called: Kelley

Who was the last person you danced with: Kelley at Chilis when i told her i can dance

Who makes you smile: Kelley of course

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Who...

Did you last yell at: Lu-lu

Told you they loved you? Kelley

Who's your loudest friend? Kelley and Travis

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Do you like filling these out: sometimes

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses: reading glasses

Do you like yourself: yup

Do you get along with your family: not really

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Final Questions:

What are you listening to right now: my mom singing

What did you do yesterday? be fat, and skated my box with Kyle

Hated someone in your family? naw

What car do you wish to have? Grave Digger!!!!

Where do you want to get married? Where ever Kelley wants too

Good driver? no tickets so far

Good singer? haha ur funny

Diamond or pearl: Ice

Are you oldest, middle, youngest: youngest

Indoor or outdoor: outdoors

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Today did you...

1. Talk to someone you liked: more liek someone i LOVE!! <3Kelley<3

2. Bought something: naw

3. Get sick: Nope just pooped really bad

4. Sang: tryed

8. Talked to an ex: haha NO!

9. Miss someone: yeah
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Last person who....

10. Was in your bed? Kelley

11. Saw you cry: Kelley a while ago

12. Made you cry: ----

13. Went to the movies with: Kelley

14. You went to the mall with: Kelley

16. Ever been in a fight with your pet: Fuck yeah.. dam you Lu-lu

17. Been to California: NOPE

18. Been to Mexico: ahahahah

19. Been to Canada: nope but i want too

20. Been to Europe: not after seeing hostel

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Random.....

21. Do you have a crush on someone: YEAH!! Kelley!!

22. What book are you reading now: haha like i read!

23. Best feeling in the world: when u unstick ur penis from ur balls

24. Future KIDS names: Milo, maybe Quinn

25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: nope

26. What's under your bed: tons of useless shit

27. Favorite sport to watch: football, baseball,
hockey
28. Favorite Location: Kelley's house

29. Piercing/Tattoos: ears and lip

30. What are you most scared of right now: nothing

32. Who do you really hate? Punk and ska music

33. Do you have a job: City Streets

35. Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with? just Kelley cuz i though i couldnt be with her

37. Are you lonely right now: HELL NO!!

38. Song that's stuck in your head right now: Sir-mix-alot - Baby Got back

39. Have you ever played strip poker: Nope

40. Have you ever gotten beat up: Nope

43. Have you ever been in a mosh-pit: I bring the mosh

44. Ever liked someone but thought they never noticed you? yeah
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random

What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? idk if thier dirty

Your Favorite Food? Sushi

Ever been so drunk you cant remember? yeah =(

Have you ever cried for no reason? nope

Are you too shy to ask someone out? yeah i was for 4 years

Hugs or Kisses? Kisses

Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? BUTTER!!!!

Favorite Flower? like i have one!!!

Have you ever fired a gun? paintball

Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car? CAR

How many pillows do you sleep with? 2

Who are you missing right now? Kelley and my homie John thats in PR and i have no way in contacting him

so.....

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 05:03:51 GMT

it's 12:02 and i have 7 more days till my Birthday.
i will me 18 =( im getting old but i gotta make the best of it
and on the 14th i get my Drivers liecense back YAY!!!

<3

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 05:08:09 GMT

yea i havent wrote in here for a little now so yeah...

Im so glade for have Kelley as my Girlfriend i really love her with all my heart <3
she is the best thing to ever happen to me. how way back in 8th grade when i first met her and for that momment on i knew she was my dream girl. it was love at first sight. but she is not only just my dream girl shes my best friend, she really is my all my better half. she keeps me motivated to finish my GED test , too go to BCC, to do very thing i wanted to do but didnt picture myself doing. i really go appreciate her so much and everything she has every done for me. and i dont wanna sound really religious right now but every day i thank God for bringing her into my life. cuz with out her idk what would be of me right now or even if i woul still be around. i really do love my Kelley

so anyone

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 18:36:10 GMT

umm idk if the image is gunna show but yea battle of the bands i got presale tickets $12 at ray's downtown in west palm beach

second base with a chic doctor!!

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 21:20:43 GMT

let me tell you a story about how i got to second base with a chick doctor.
well i went to the office and the nurse was like put this on and hands me a newspaper like dress thingie so im like sure strip down to my boxers and slap that dress on ( theres a pic of me with it in my pics [notice how i never take my hat off, i need a new one wink wink] )so im sitting on that little bed thing with that slippery paper stuff that when u try to jump on the bed cuz its so dam high up you rip the paper try to get up there then look like a complete idiot when the doctor walks in cuz theres a shit load og RIPPED PAPER! haha then my moms snaps a pic -_- so walks in the doctor and asks my mom to leave the room so she does. doctor turns to me and is like take off the robe so im taking it off as soon as in comes off she has already pulled my boxers down. i was like oh shit . so this ladie here is juggleing my balls and dick in her 1 hand i might add, and all i can say is Ms. do u play golf? im pretty mean with a 9 iron. so she just stops and tells me to get dress so i do. after that she asks me do i check my nuts for cancer only 2 things went through my mind then 1 the Tom Green song about brushing your teeth and touching ur balls while checking for cancer and 2 No, but i sure as hell do wack off alot. but in reality all i did do is shake my head no cuz i still was in shock about her juggleing my balls and dick in one hand.

oh and i found out that i cant see too well out my left eye so im going to get that checked out oand maybe get glasses

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 18:47:42 GMT

Last night was awsome =D i went to the Panther game lastnight with kelley had goo seats the my Brother got us into the private club area where we got free good and all it was great then after kelley and i hung out at the oasis. it was great i love her so much. she makes me happy i have no worries in this world when im with her i hope this feeling never ends.

woot woot

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 14:59:22 GMT

Thank you kelley for pimpin my LJ woot woot now i need to figure out how to work it again but thanks babe
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 14:36:48 GMT

Psst, Bryan....:D
I re-did your livejournal so you could
start writing again.

I love you.
♥ Kelley

huh?

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 16:53:34 GMT

here we go im updating wooooooo!!!
yea so i just woke you at 12:40 lost and confuse so i updated wooooo!!!

wow long time no see

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 21:44:58 GMT

wow its been a long long ass time but i'll start writing jere again some more

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 23:14:03 GMT

OI!!! woot woot
idk
holler

COME WATCH!!!

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 02:10:16 GMT

Come see my band
Craze
on Feb. 19th
at Gloria Dei Lutheran Church
7601 S.W. 39th St. Davie, Fl 33328
Co$t is = Free

its gunna be a good show with
-Oveja Negra
-Jennie Menendez
-A Week Ending
-Hidden Driveway
-All Absence
-KRISHNA
-LCD

its going to be a great show so come and im planning to some stage stunts like eat a live gold fish and wear a leopard speedo
so come!!!!

hey every one

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 02:05:44 GMT

hey whats up lots to say i'll start from 2 weeks ago i tryed out for baseball but got cut cuz i fought with the couches kid a while ago like 2 years ago but w/e the the night of the we care concert at my beloved PIS. there was a fight that broke out so me and my friend/ co worker Tenasous jump in to break it up the when we finally get one of the guys out some one throughs a chair that gashed the back of my head open but good old Kristin patched me up but right when the chair hit i turned around and grabed the guy by the shirt pulled him to me and i threw a punch and broke his nose big blopdy mess!

Good news
The band im in Craze we are having a show coming up on feb 13 at davie i'll put up more info on that later but u guys better come lol

o and 4 more days till im 17!!! yay lol man im to old lol
ok we'll theres probably more but for right now im out lata playas!!
holler!!!