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[02 Dec 2007|09:46pm] |
idk what to do now i love you so much im always there for you
but now im just trash a pice of shit, nothing
i just wish i knew what was wrong things can change
theres still love and im sorry i still love you
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[28 Nov 2007|07:16am] |
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so i watched the movie Donnie Darko for the first time on monday.
I liked it alot.
and i kinda really know what he feels , like no one really understands him except for his one special person. that no matter how hard he trys he cant do it...
but yeah its a good movie i like it.
im glade i have me kelley she understands me. and i love her so much.
i think like in the movie i would give up my life for her.
but yeah...
right now im at work got here kinda too early i thought it was later when i left,so im just sitting here at my bay waiting for a car to pull in.
every morning when i wake up i say to myself "i can work harder, i can make more people proud of me and respect me"
it helps me get through my days that and kelley's love.
that all i need to get me through my day.i really want to do something big and special for the holidays with Kel but i still dont know what i want to show her that i really really really love her, respect her, care for her, and that she means the world to me. she's the love of my life.
i know im getting her a puppy either the chocolate or the brindol one. i know she wants the chocolate one more but the lady that im buying from might give it to her mom. i understand why she's giving it to her mom. but still i hope we can get that puppy.
i also want to take her to dinner some where really nice and maybe a play cuz i never really attended a play before. and the Bodys showing also that would be cool...............
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[17 Nov 2007|10:42am] |
i really hope things get better for us.
it feels like its all going to get better for us together and we will work through this.
i can feel it <3
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[14 Nov 2007|10:46am] |
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yeah as of now i am here.
where is here,
i dont even know where here is anymore.
it's somewhere a bit sweet and sour.
not like the Mc. donalds sause, god i love that stuff.
and the Burger king one too, soo back off!!!
but life is just life full of twist and turns and bumps and mudd and the autobahn.
i like my job at lexus even tho i work with assholes and have the worlds worest scheduale thats starting to affect me and my life >.<
yeah i hate not having a full day off anymore its always work work work school school school.
but, yeah i felt work today cuz i want feeling good and kelley has off today so i want to take her out and spend some real time with her. I love her so much she means alot to me.
life at my hpuse i really dont have one. my mom and brother is always bitching at me none stop for no reason, and for the fact that i didnt want to go for a "family" BBQ,
i haven't seen or heard from this family in over 10 to 12 years and now they want to be best friends with us only because they drive a mother fucking Lexus and they want me to take care of thier car, well fuck that shit!!
i dont consider them my family at all.fuck them.
and my dad is ok i like him he's cool he's my dad its just wierd how he married some chick that i dont even know never met and he never told me he was going to marry this ladie what kind of shit is that!!!
but whatever thats his thing.
i just really hope i can afford my own place soon a studio appartment is really sounding good right now.
i took my ASE's last night and Thursday night, I feel i did strong on them.
well I hope.
well tonight i gotta hook up Amy's car and who knows hopefully Kelley and i can get our tattoos tonight too i hope she still wants too =).
but thats it for me all that i feel like writing cuz you know i'm just a grease monkey i cant write i know i cant spell tho so yeahhhh..........
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i really love waking up and eating a lunchible in the morning with my Kelley. and i love it when they add an etra pack of peperoni cuz they just knew i was fat like that
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| man yesterday what a fucking day!! |
[16 Jun 2006|12:18am] |
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so yeah my day started off good got really fucked up but then ended up ok at the end.
so yeah first thing is first i woke up and went to a meeting for my Toyota and Lexus certification classes and internship. which starts in August and i get started at $8.50 an hour. which is great. so while i was at the skool i went to pick up my GED while i was still there cuz they never called me or told me it got in. so i went and YEAH......
they didnt give me my GED..... but they did give me my HIGH SCHOOL DIPLOMA!!!!!!!
yea yea my scores where so high i got my Diploma instead of a GED. YAY!!! haha
so i went and hung with Kelley for a little before i went to work. it was fun as always =).
then i went to work at 2pm. 630pm i get a phone call that my house got ransacked!!! so i hualed ass home and saw that they smashed my back window and stole shit from my house and smashed my bass guitar. and my skate camara !!!!!!! so im really pissed!!!!!!
i think i know who did it so if he's reading this which i dont think he is i have a message for him " You play with fire, your bound to get burnt"
so yeah i was pissed and extremely pissed that is cuz i was so happy about my diploma. so yeah i went to work to pic up Kelley and we hung ther a little and talked with Blair our manager he a good guy and he gave us story time which was great hahahah but yeah that made me feel better. and my day / night got better just having my Kelley there to huge me and just be there for me. she makes me feel good and no matter how bad things get at home and where ever i know she's always there for me. and for that i love her with all my heart.
so yeah that was my day of 6/14/06
oh and
PS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARY-0!!!!!
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| life is good |
[23 Apr 2006|10:33pm] |
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yes yes im soooo in love with my Kelley i love her soo much and yes life has beed good for me this week. i PASSED MY GED!!!!
i had to get a 1500 to pass and i got a 2720!!!!
what now GED!!!!
so in Augest im going to be going to ATC to go to Toyota and Lexus skool woot woot.
and work has been good and e---zzzzzzz
add you must down load the song im listening too
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